There are officially 5 weeks left until I move back to Mankato and forget about this place. That might be exactly what I need.
Lately I have been in a slump, but I am surprised that I am not more so... I feel as if I am thinking I should be a lot more depressed and stressed than is actually a reality, and that is pretty cool shit. I think I am generally content with my life right now. With multiple jobs you don't exactly have a lot of time to be bored, but in the few moments I spend with the couple friends I still hold close I am enjoying myself thoroughly this summer.
And that's that. Life is conventional right now. I go to work, go for a walk, perhaps see someone, eat dinner, and chill out until I fall asleep. This must be what it feels like to grow up. Now I wonder what adults actually have to say in their blogs...
I'll tell you one thing, I am generally excited to start school again. And my perspective has so changed on that subject! Before I would've told you I was just pumped to go back and see my friends. But now... I am excited to learn, and to have a break, and to be on my own again just cruisin... Not to say I don't love my home, just to say I feel guilty living with my parents, is that a sad thing? I feel like I should be spreading my wings, but I am glad I can actually live and save. I need to live and save.
Spain will be splendid.
Thank you very much.
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